What am I doing?
I've decided to give up on drinking, anything I know that I shouldn't do. You know? I'm tired of being dead to the world. No more anything. In some way my body says no more fun, but I'm sure I will be able to have fun without these things. Hopefully. Maybe not. We'll see. Well I cant wait to start this stupid Police Cadet training, it seems like I've been waiting forever. Shit man, hurry the fuck up.
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