Someone asked me that recently. I could think of one other person, a girl, that probably asked herself that about me. My answer to both would be my reply to the man that asked me in the first place, "Like a rock." I really do too. I dont hestitate, stress out about what happened that day. I just pass out. Like that. I guess it's probably because I know that when I ask myself if I regretted anything recently I can answer with a pretty strong, "no." This is interesting to me. It's probably interesting to you as well. I'm able to lower these beautiful lids without pause and an ounce of hesitation because I know that I guided one person towards the truth. I can see them catching on. I see the signs of understanding and acceptance of the horror that defines us. I see the calm of the stillness inside of them. Maybe they can't see it. Maybe they can only feel it. But it exsists.
Investigating the cause, that is our purpose. I sleep soundly, I know your closer to goodness. I left in search of darkness and more despair, now that I know I've fixed things with them.
And so it goes, one star gets brighter as another ceases to be.
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