I cant describe what I cant deny. Nobody is as cool as I thought they were. Why is everything starting to look old and lame? What the fuck is wrong with everyone, getting married and having bunches of kids? Nice pressure they put on me to go do the same. I fucking hate it.
I'm done, done, done with kids and their damn parents. Wait, maybe not. Shit I really need to stop talking to myself. That's right, everything that I write down here I say out loud. Isn't that funny. I'm actually just typing my inner-dialog and you're reading it. Maybe reading it out loud to yourself in your head. Think about that.
Post traumatic stress disorder. We live and breath this mental disorder in every aspect and fiber of our beings. Being alive is stressful. So we take a pill to stop the acid indigestion so that we can eat more bland food from the drive in. Is this really life? Is this all we really have to look forward too?
I'm afraid to answer that question, because I know the answer is yes. Nothing is ever going to be as good as you think it is, ever. Nobody can fix it, nobody can fix anything. The solution is internal and individual. This is not a group problem, this is a problem with people's inner sense of morality. Most individuals perception of right and wrong is severely skewed. What we can tolerate and what we can actually interalize have no bearing on each other. Terrorism cannot work only because it inspires the victim to vigorously defend the opposite reaction the terrorist desires. Therefore, we should inspire acts of terrorism as a method of change. Otherwise, the terrorists win. Fried chicken is delicious. God, damn this fucking rain and all these fucking gnats. Not sure if the g goes in front of gnat, but it looks right too me.
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