alive

i wish it were easier to understand. wish things were easier to accept, nothing will be the same. you dont need to be afraid. things in the end will end the same. I'm just so tired of all these games. I'm tired of having to play. I've laughed and laughed until I'm insane, but baby, you're not left anywhere on my brain. I've trained myself in what to say, I've trained myself to not feel pain. I knew it would come to this day, I just never thought it would come in this way. In some stage, I felt it would end my way. But you made the play, you ended our book without a look.

There isn't anything I can do, but to sit and watch you drown. You don't need me or my air, you enjoy the despair. There isnt anything I can do but sit and wait. There isnt anything I can do.

You've put me here, that light is clear, you can blame me if you want, if it makes it easier tell yourself it was all me, but baby that light is clear, you cant blame me for what youve done, it was your tongue that curled the words to my ears, that made the path much less clear, you're the one thats left me here, with nothing left to fear.

that light is clear, you can blame me if you want, there isnt anything I can do, in the end it was you who knocked us down. go ahead and smile, you got everything you wanted.

This is me waving goodbye, this is me wiping my eyes, this is me saying goodbye, this is me telling you why, this is me saying goodbye, this is me touching the sky, this is me saying goodbye, this is me telling you why, this is me saying goodbye