1.10.2010

Learning

I am still so stupid. I need teaching. I need to learn. It's like heroin, all I can do for more information are things I never thought possible. How do you escape debt when it is all you are?

I make you $$$$ by suffering. Glad that you are able to exploit that. My whole life has been about being the person that gets fucked over so you can be happy. It just sucks that, this time, I have to experience it.

Things are perfect when you get crushed for doing what you love. I won't be the supermarket, pre-packaged version of me. I can't recreate life correctly without smell. Smell is everything.