I wish I could just say that to people some times. Fuuuuuuuuuck you, you good for nothing son of a mother fucking whore. I wish I could say that. I wish I could say, your a god damn liar and I hope you burn in hell you cock-sucking asshole who lives day to day with the idea that if you just eek by the world will land on your lap. Fuuuuck you, you god damn bitch, your just a stupid slut, you fucking asshole, your a stupid guy. Yeh I really wish I could say all that. But I cant. I'd feel too bad. There are at least three people I would say it too, maybe more. Probably more. Sometimes I just want to yell it at people on the street. Sometimes I want to dance though. But you dont see me do that very often. Only twice. I dont want to talk about it. Just kidding it was fun. I'm sure it would be fun to say fuck off asshole every once in awhile too. Sometimes I feel like I just lay down and just let anyone fuck me as much as they possibly can while I just lie there crying uncontrollably with nothing to do but just cover my face. Everyone wonders why I want to kill myself. That's why. Ha, I wish someone wondered. Wandered. That's more like it. Wandered off. Yeh, I'm used to it, God damn bullshit it was it is. I dont think anyone deserves to die, mostly. But there are some people who are so fucking conceited that it makes me wanted to just die. Whatever though. Who the fuck cares? Not me. Man I wish I could say some of this shit that is on my mind. Too bad it's going to be stuck in these brains for the rest of my life. Fucking shit man. Rappers gross me out, gross me out like used-up whores and shit on my carpet. To the point of gagging. Grosses me out like rich people who flaunt their wealth, who establish a system of poor=bad, death, sadness, disease, famine, POVERTY! and rich=happiness, sunshine, and fucking birthday ballons. While they snort coke off each other's dicks and hit each other over the head with baseball bats while sodomizing their children and telling them "it's ok, it's ok, it's cause we love you baby, oh yeh we love you all right, you sexy 3 year old." Rappers make me sick like that. It's a really bad feeling. Too bad I'll never express it, I'd feel really bad if I actually did.
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