mesothelioma

cough cough.
My goodness I am dead!
I couldnt believe it this morning when I woke up and realized this, my head wasn't in the right place.
It was like waking up in a field, night time surrounding me and only the stars over my head.
It's cold out there and all of a sudden the sun came out.
It's light blinding me, not letting me see the stars. I get it though, I get it now.
I've got to stop sometimes and yet it is so hard. It's an addiction plain and simple.
Sometimes you've got to draw the line. Tell me how bad it is, nobody knows how bad it is.
I haven't seen anything yet, but I have. I dont know anything yet, but I do.
Moving on, there is no reason for anything here.
Do you know? Where we are going? I think there are people looking up to me to show them the way.
It's a burden plain and simple.
Yet they still make bad movies and we still watch them.
A healthy respect for your fellow man is the difference between a quality product and something that sucks.
So listen up, hear what I have to say.
Soak it up and then wake up again, right here, underneath the stars with me, until the sun comes out and blinds us all.