5.23.2009

Lacking the Definition; a Quality Reference

Spite, anger, boredom. Just one more sad story to add to my collection. Another memory lost to oblivion. There's really only so much more precursor I can take. I'm tired of disappointment and rejection. I'm making a resolution, which is a big deal for me. No more Standard NTSC, it's all Hi-Def for me from now on. Quantity has become dull and dated, from now on Quality is all that matters. I deserve to give myself that. I deserve happiness.

But there is a problem, I've found no lossless format. I want the whole package, Hi-Def visuals are great, but what about the audio? Essentially it's all the same. I want high fidelity. I've been fucking with the low for much too long.

My upgrade will require a new system. Bare bones will do. As long as it's powerful and sleek. I'll build it the way I want it. In the long run it will function more like me than me.

So my quest begins, from the motherboard. I begin by assembling the essential, pertinent components. The best of the best. I want the functioning flawless. It takes me days to fine tune each individual peice to it's optimal performance.

At it's culmination I am left with a powerful, hefty machine. I spend two hours every day maintaining it so that it renders my life perfectly. This is better than Hi-Def, it's indistinguishable from real life. It's picture is sharp, vivid and textured correctly. Black is dark, white is bright. The sound is crisp, clear and full.

Now I need to utilize my machine, it was constructed for a purpose and I will serve it.

Sadly, as with all things man-made, it does not perform appropriately and I'm frustrated with it.

After a while I get tired of waiting and find something else.










(Its a metaphor, fool)