It's wearing off.
I'm seeing things much too clearly. Anxiety is getting to me. I'm not good enough.
Today was no good. I need to decide whether or not to keep it to myself. I guess I got my hopes up. Now they are still up but I'm doubting myself.
There really is no escape for me. I honestly just don't know what to do. I hate the lonliness.
Why can't I believe it? Why do I hate myself so much? There really is no answer.
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